Thursday, September 09, 2004
lalalalala
oh my gosh its fri! where did the hols go? sigh.
i just went down to had roti prata breakfast -yum- n then my maid n i went up to join my dad n aunt ching at my new house! theres still alot of touching up going on but its almost ready! whee..so exciting. cant wait for after promos n then i can spend my time decorating my room:) n i can have lots n lots of sleepovers. :) the only thing i dont like is we've gonna have a koi pond. who on earth wants to own fat humongous fishes? ok my dad does. n i bet he'll end up asking me n my sis to look after it. haha. typical.
sigh.. i'll be gg over to sy's house later to do some work. hooray. bet we'll end up talking more than working though.. as usual. haha. really miss my cedar pals..
argh i dont want the hols to end! it was such an unproductive week. hardly any work done..but i went out n lazed ard quite alot. haha. oh man i wish i had more discipline. i dont wanna get retained..x( my aim is to get thru the yr w/o being forced to drop any subjs. seems like not a very ambitious aim.. but nevertheless, it is to me. garggh. i SO hate studying n tests n all tt shit. i dont even think i'll find these subjs useful to me in my future career.. cos i wanna go to the arts n social science sector. hah. but still, bio n chem is interesting, as is lit:) but maths...! dont get me started. haha. MATHS(along with other creepy crawlies) is the BANE OF MY EXISTENCE. i dunno.. i guess my brain doesnt work the math way. haha. ok watever. anw i'll just hang in there for a yr more n drop the loathsome subject forever. haha.
well, gtg stop slothing ard n get down to do something. i am seriously so dead for promos. :(( stressssssssssss
i am more than just my troubles. this too shall pass.
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dreamed.at .|. 11:05 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
well well...
okayy.. this is my 3rd time setting up a blog. lets hope this one lasts.. haha. anw, the damned promos are coming n im starting to feel rising waves of panic but i cant seem to bring myself to really get things done. sighh. im such a hopeless slacker. i thought i was hardworking untill i came to nj n saw all the horrifying over-achievers. haha. oh well, i better get down to work... soon! today had bio spa n i screwed it up. haix. 4get it.. shall think abt the happier stuff. oh n it is shubei's bday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY U LOVELY LOON! =D hahaha. BE THAT LOONY BIN ALWAYS! =D heh.
had the zh p5 camp on thur fri n sat. was fun.. but all the same im relieved its over.. after months of planning. *whew. the kids were funny n some kinda cute.. n the facils were great too!:) yeahh. the only bad thing was tt i graduated w like 80++ mosquito bites! like wat the hell?! i think i'll prob get the award for 'most mosquito-friendly camper.' haha. ok im being lame;) now ive got another cip thing to look forward to. the YEP! yayy.. sounds fun. just hope i dont get leech-ed n sucked dry by those blood festering inhabitants of the forest. heheh. ok after the camp i had to leave early to rush back to the temple where my aunt was giving a speech on wat she learnt as a buddhist n how my mum did this for all of us. really inspired me n i feel really glad n comforted. i cant believed a year has passed since tt turning point in my life. really, u never know how much the little things matter untill they've taken away fr u. sometimes i wonder how it would be like if it didnt happen. would i be a different person? very much so i guess. but she has shown me strength and her best was passed to me:) okay, i shall stop rambling now. just couldnt stop when i started. it doesnt make much sense anyway.. like little fragments. heh. well seriously gotta get off noww.. YAWN. tata~ :)
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dreamed.at .|. 11:11 AM