Friday, April 28, 2006
i prefer the occassional,i prefer the taste of the wind..sometimes i do. i wish i could not care a hoot bout anything n just live here and now... uninhibited n unrestricted. take the body for example. its a kind of cage..
i wish i didnt have a body.. its troublesome. then my solid imagination and i can balance on rooftops, leap from chimney to chimney gracefully and bounce to and fro from the clouds and tree tops. or i can dive into the ocean n swim amongst the whales n pretty fishes.. wo having to worry bout oxygen tanks or wrinkled skin or the whale accidentally crushing me with its big big body.
yet we human beings tend to tie ourselves down.. we want to. i want to. like now, i could be outside running along the spore river breathing in its tangy scent singing at the top of my voice.. but im in a grey cubicle just like tons others here pretending to be hard at work. hahah. and whyyy. cos i choose to... but whyyy...cos my dad wants me to... why do i bother? cos i supposedly love him... n yes i do want to love him. so everyones restrained cos they choose to love and to be loved. kinda masochistic huh.
but then again thats too negative a view. whats life wo love albeit all the 'constraints' it brings? and if one chooses freedom over these constraints.. then one's not ready to love or be loved i guess. and like some guy in measure for measure said... too much freedom can turn to restraint and is in itself a restraint too. restraint too can also turn into freedom.
hehhh. does that all make sense? im like some muddled rubber ducky bumping ard.
okay back to those figures n invoices. yaaaaawn.
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dreamed.at .|. 12:26 AM