Thursday, March 02, 2006
ok its a friday today. wed has come n gone n we're all still alive! it was quite ridiculous actually.. in retrospect.. so drama. i made it a point to be sullen n stoic but it all fell through the minute i stepped into sch and saw all those people. it didnt help either, tt we met pj n the first thing she said was one person in our class might have failed gp.. n i thought there n then that i was the one! how very traumatising.
in the hall jill n i just clung to each other shaking like leaves.. not registering a word the woman on stage was saying.. w me occasionally blurting out something incoherent, frantically rejecting the calls of eager worried family members. temporary insanity it was. but no, i didnt faint or lose my head n start ramming myself into a wall. might have though if not for maria who was in front if me, appearing all cool, calm n steady. hahah.
as it is, i had to stare at the result slip a good minute n blink a few times before i registered what it said. not knowing what mr chan was babbling abt i dashed out of the door n rang my dad.. yelling YAY I DIDNT GET 3Cs! talking all fast n shrilly, the epitome of female hysteria. then my sis called n the same thing happened n it was only when i hung up to catch my breath that i realised i didnt quite know what i said to the both of them n couldnt quite remember what they said. hahah. wat a dumbdumb huh.
anw, im so terribly proud n happy for all of my frens. i guess luck and chance do have a part to play, but ultimately we reap what we sow.. n its so nice to see the hard work of my frens finally finally pay off. (: all of us did pretty ok.. i myself am kinda satisfied with my results.. its a vast improvement fr my dismal unpromising prelim grades.. heh. and its exciting to see something other than a C D E O F on my paper (: phew, wat a relief. Still, perceptions are like earth plates.. shifting as they please.. causing volcanoes and earth quakes. now all i can do is to be thankful n busy myself with the happy(?) problem of wat to do w my future.
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dreamed.at .|. 5:33 PM