Sunday, February 26, 2006
Dreaded
im typing this in betw entering boring data into complicated slides of microsoft excel. the office is sooo quiet! (: cos everyone cept my fren n i are somewhere else having a meeting. heh. yaaay. when i came in to find everyone gone for the morning.. we were so happy at our temporary freedom we started prancing ard talking n laughing loudly. hahah.
now im sipping some mysterious steamy hot chinese tea (aunty stuff) n huddling comfortably in my office chair. its soooo cold! even wearing my eskimo jacket doesnt work. think one day i shall risk ridicule n wear gloves n mufflers too. hahah.
on a not so bright side, The Dreaded Wednesday is approaching fast. at a speed of 147814094238971km/sec.. its descending on us wee helpless ones like thick black haze. some more than others.
im afraid of crawling into that hole again.. the way the blind and distraught would instinctly crawl to one. wanting to curl up and hug the pain inside.. prefering the anonymity, the facelessness of the darkness.
that deep deep hole where even the afternoon sun cant reach.. where its like being encased within a huge bell jar, the lungs get tired from the strain until there is no more and the pupils dilate to reveal nothingness like preserved specimens in darwins lab. vacant n soiled, festering in their own fluids.
ok im exaggerating again arent i. oh well, its not like darkness hasnt descended before.. how bad can it be? the touch of the sun brought by nice well meaning ppl would then feel like a scorch but ultimately lure one back out.. the sun will go on rising n setting like it always does. its gd to know our trials n tribulations are not that grave as it seems to be able to stop the world fr moving on.. n its even better to know that like our moments of joy, our moments of sadness n despair will also be temporary.
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dreamed.at .|. 6:53 PM