Wednesday, January 04, 2006
2006
whoa! its been a long time! a gazillion things have happened since the last time i've blogged.. a short span of a few wks.. yet i've managed to feel incandescently rapturous, morose, bounteous, pensive..been exasperated out of my mind, moved to tears on several occassions... and the list goes on. hahah ok before i start to make myself sound like some psychotic cow.. it has been a turbulent time fraught with radical changes, adjustments and events big and small bringing with them renewed hope.
Now, i just feel recharged refreshed and hopeful about the future. i feel.. bewitched by the prospect of all that empty hours ahead.. mine to make of, to explore and to fill up with happy memories and discoveries. this is like the only time where we get to take a reprieve from the regiment of school, a window away from the usual routine, and i intend to make full use of it.. turn time in my hands like a well polished stone in my palm. there's so many things i wanna do.. but im not gonna rush into anything. oh no no.. no more rushing for me (:
of course i know the year ahead, though filled with much possibilities, is not gonna be that easy. good and bad often come in pairs.. but i feel equipped to handle it. plus everything that has happened- the splendid christmas, vietnam holiday where i got closer to my relatives, the retreat and the reflections it brought forth, countless calls n meetings with friends... have made me feel really blessed. wherever, whoever i turn to... there has always been help n support available in varying forms of hugs smiles and simple comradeship.. even the times and fr the ppl i least expect it (: so thanks to all who have been in my life thus far! u prob made more of a difference than u thought u did. how can one not be optimistic then? so lets cherish the past present n future and say a big yay for the new yr! a bit late lah since its alr 5jan.. but YAY anw! hahah.
5 weird random stuff (in response to huiming n marias tag)
1) i have compulsive reading disorder! have borrowed like 20 bks fr the library alr since the As end and have been trying to read all of them at once
2) for some reason im damn blur sometimes so if i dont show signs of recognising u im not dao. i just didnt see u. heh.
3) i have plenty of comfy night gowns that i sleep in
4) i sing myself to sleep when im happy or bored
5) i make stuff for ppl n often forget to give them! hahah. man... i still have half written n unsent christmas cards..
a big HEY! to all who tagged- sokie,yihui,maria,huiming,xiaohui,debs,jill,sharm :]
oh and bcos my comp has some big monster virus i wont be online in forever.. my handphones working tho :)
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