Friday, November 04, 2005
top eight songs of the dayhold on - good charlottetime of your life- green day
superman- five for fighting
silent all these years- tori amos
if- bread
yellow submarine- the beatles
someday- sugar ray
why- avril lavigne
these songs have been on replay mode on my zen the whole day. nice thing.. to be able to listen to music n mug at the same time. besides, it blocks out the loud jarring empty echos in the house. yes....im alone again! dads on hol w ac again..this time in hong kong. sis is out again, having a life. so its just me, my maid, pebbles, and my angry uterus. how lovely! do i feel abandoned? why, of course not!
not that we've left totally alone though.. there's been a surge in visitors these few days.
ants! they've everywhere...drowning themselves in my cup, sneaking in betw my sheets of paper, tickling my arms n legs....uugh. i usually try to blow them away but others will somehow still find their way back! sheesh, they want to die isit. already theres been several accidental deaths n i feel like a mass murderer! :(
n flies! w huge wing things. swarming ard the lights, dive bombing me, parachuting into my food, molesting me.. n when their wings fall off its no better. masses of black wriggling things on every inch of the floor.... puuuke. do u not feel my horror?
and then there were monkeys. brown hairy lil things..loitering outside our kitchen.. balancing on the bars with their nimble feet. there were 2 of them. suspect they're a couple. hahah. thought they were quite cute at first but my maid didnt think so and started yelling 'stupid! naughty! shooo!' and the monkey just looked at her in mild surprise and stayed where it was. then my maid took out a broom n started waving it ard, whereupon the monkey still sat unmoving, regarding the broom n my maid with disdain. pebbles joined in n started barking n wagging her tail but they just shot looks of condescension at her. talk abt arrogance. only when my maid banged the bar with the broom did they abandon all pretence and swung away to the neighbours house where they managed to steal a starfruit before the maid there started shrieking n spraying them w water. so they fled, w a starfruit as a mark of their conquest. hahah. all throughout that day i listened to the maids gossiping bout the impudent monkeys. so amusing.
the As are here. speeding towards us head on, descending upon us like a dull red haze. siiiigh. all i want is to be able to say 'i did my best' and wash my hands clean after that.
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dreamed.at .|. 10:35 PM