Friday, August 19, 2005
bah wat a lousy day. what w e last min decision not to go for colours cos sev pple bailed, e sudden cancellation of plans w chews cos we decided we were too sleepy to meet up, rude bus drivers n a brush w a pervy shuffleshuffle guy on e bus.
tt guy's seriously scary.. he took the same route as me. fr sch all the way to macritchie n then boarded 166 aft me.. n all the time he kept shooting sidelong glances at me grinning to himself. n on 166 he stood really close to me n i could feel his breath on me! had to hold my breath several times. couldnt wait to get off at my stop but the bus was crawling n jerking.. n w each jerk he jerked closer to me :/ then to my horror he suddenly grabbed the book i was holding n then quickly let go, claiming w a sheepish smile tt he thought i was gonna drop it. like wth? then when it was finally my stop he whispered 'byebye' w a creepy grin n i almost puked. mustered the most frosty smile i could but it came out more like a grimace n ran off the bus. phew.. seriously creepy. think he was either in his early 30s or late 20s. eww eww eww. :(
ooh i've a big bruise on my knee fr playing cricket! hahah. think it makes me look more man. crickets quite fun actually..think a bunch of excited girls brandishing bats, swinging wildly n screaming hysterically, jumping n running like hyper squirrels when one of us manages to bat. hahah. only thing is the bats rather heavy..
if theres one thing i cant stand its spiteful horridly self absored individuals. and its even worse when they try to cover it up by trying to act nice. like when someone sets off fireworks to distract the rest n meanwhile stabs u in the face n turns ard n says i love u! suddenly in a bright chirpy voice. its sick. n of late i feel like im meeting more n more snotty lil sycophants.. the worse thing is tt they've my frens too n i've just seen this side of them. gruesome awakening. or more like i've always kinda seen this side but pretended not to. its easier to deal w stuff when u pretend it doesnt exist. but no one can be all tt bad right.. perhaps they have their own sets of insecurities tt makes them behave this way.... perhaps. but tts no excuse. aaargh :( its silly to get all affected but i cant really help it. toleratetoleratetolerate.
what would life be like if we all shed our pride?
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dreamed.at .|. 6:36 AM