Monday, July 04, 2005
Virginia Woolf: If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too.
who do we live for? we cant say we live for ourselves, because that wont be entirely true. after all, what is life if u dont have ur loved ones, people you treasure ard you? wont it take the colour out of life if you only lived for yourself, if no one else around you matters to you and you to them.. because if you lived for yourself only, you would have made no difference. and your passing away would be about as significant as a stray getting run over by a train. you pause, grimace, feel sorry for the poor thing's death and then carry on with your life as usual.. the image of the dead thing fading to make way for the bustle of the day. thats why i think people who commit suicide are selfish. a persons actions determine those of others. we are living for others too. we need the presence of others to kinda anchor ourselves on.. to give us a sense of self. but to depend on others till it reaches the point of leeching is awful, n selfishness too. after all, as close as pple might get, we are still seperate entities. thats why when its time to let go its time. clinging on too much only brings suffering to both parites.
spent youth day w sokie.. had movie marathon!! (: forrest gump, eternal sunshine and the hours. all great movies! prefered the other 2 to eternal sunshine of the spotless mine tho. woww.. we really have gd taste in movies. hahah.
sch starts tml. ahhh shiiiiiiiiit. i feel sooo tired. the thought of
all that. shant say anymore.
big HEY to all who tagged. :]
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