Sunday, July 17, 2005
the enormity!
nitwit blubber oddment tweak! :]
hahah. k i shall disregard the fact tt some haven finished reading the book n blab abt it anw.
OMG. HBP was so... awesome. its overwhelming. im still trying to deal with the enormity of it. its a whole maelstrom. sadness, regret, sentiments, all kinds of relationships, betrayal, loss, and a bit of humour. what hit me most is the tender, almost sacred relationship betw dumbledore n harry. that mutual respect, understanding, complete trust and even love. its just so....WOW. how there are certain things more worthier than urself. the ability, willingness to see above oneself n ones constrictions so as to be able to do stuff beyond tt are out of ones benefits. its really sad!! him dying. but i knew it had to end this way of course. rowling kept dropping hints tt point to him dying... but i didnt noe it would be like that!! he's like an old fren man! :/ and snape... omg. whyyy?? i had sorta grudging respect for the stinking traitor all thru the previous books.. looks like we all had to much faith in dumbledore. n even when he did it i was still trying to make excuses for him..part of the plan, imperious curse? arrrggh. oily greasy cow. had as all fooled. i still dont believe he fooled dumbledore tho. bah :( the worst way to die is by betrayal.
all the time, everyone had their suspicions but trusted dumbledores judgement. even right to the very evening b4 hes death, dumbledore still defended snape. why?? is it cos dumbledore is not tt smart afterall? i highly doubt that. he must have knew.. just like he knew abt malfoy. perhaps than it was bcos he trusted, loved (toomuch?), was willing to give chances again n again. always harping on the good in pple? i believe tt dumbledores death was no mistake on his part.
i think there is more to it.. more to the trust tt dumbledore had in snape. it is not tt shallow.
hmmm. wat a great book anyhow. (: this one n goblet of fire are my favs. oh boy rowlings superb!
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