Friday, March 11, 2005
to help
it just struck me tt i may not be all tt helpful. i always thought that when someone in need comes knocking on my door, or when i see someone unhappy n stuff, i would want to help. but then i realised tt this one person has been knocking on my door for quite long silently asking for help but i havent been responding. its not tt i was oblivious, i just didnt pay enough attention. just like everyone else dont pay enough attention to her. it just like didnt occur to me. :/ anw she always seems so happy n stuff n seems so young n little..tt i expect everyone tt age to be carefree n happy n not worry abt stuff tt pple our age do. sigh, but its a touchy issue. how am i gonna help her? just hope she noes tt when she needs it she can approach me.
anyway. yest was the last day of term 1! oh man. times passing way too fast again. went to coro to eat w jill after sch cos everyone bailed out on gg holland v to shop. we went to eat fish n chips at prince n we were laughing the whole time at -i forgot wat- till she made my rubber bands snap! think shes cursed or someting. rubber band hazard. hahah. oh then jill made a bet tt i wont be able to finish my food. hahah. so i became super determined to finish my food cos i so did not want to lose the bet n do tt horrifying thing tt i'll have to do. n i finally did! after a long time. hahah. dont make bets w me man! i almost always win. heheh:) yeah so jill has now got to.......xxxxxxx. its for ur own good ok! i did it for u. ;)
hahah. im so happy! when out w dad n my (kinda) family to j8 after cca today n bought this new superb pretty cute lovely sweet swatch watch! :D its stripes w red yellow silver white strap n a pink face! :) so nice. i wanted to pay for half of it outta my allowance cos it was quite ex but my dad said no need. :) feel so blessed. its little things like that tt can make ur day. sis got a watch too. but hers is blue n white n its fr adidas. its the sporty kind. i must say we've got quite diff taste. hahah.
so next wk is holiday. a study holiday more like it n i'll be having some pple over for mugathon sessions. boy, how appealing. :/ hahah. oh well, but i rather study w frens not i'll just fall asleep.. its just too darn boring. okay, have a great hols ya all! n study hard but smart too! ta ta.
loon: hey bo bo face's sis. hahah. sorry i knocked u on the nose during pe hockey. :/ must be the effect of the macho shirt. hahah. take care! n i'll be willing to pay for ur plastic surgery. u just have to wait 10 yrs till i earn enough. haha ;)
maria: we didnt pang seh u la! anw, rem next wed ah. we'll be chemsters tog. hahah.
jill: u live for urself too! :) n look me up, chief nurse, if u wanna do the child sch thing n we'll ring pe teacher xt n sch mascot barney sharmila! hahahah.
sokie: poof! hold ur rigid boys! hahah. n stop day(rren)-dreaming k. hahah ;)
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