Thursday, March 17, 2005
jars of glass
today sucked. actually this whole holiday just seems so sucky. its so darn boring! supposed to be mugging like a gd motivated student n all but it just doesnt work out. half the time i end up gg off on some tangent or wandering ard the house restlessly. or my cousins will come over n we'll go crazy n i'll end up having fun w them. sigh. n today was such a dull day. had cramps again n lucky i was smart n popped 2pills immediately. so..kinda slept half the day away. argh. die cramps die! having a snake chewing n gnawing on ur insides sure isnt pleasant. :(
right now it seems all the world is grey n all the colours have faded away. i just feel like something is missing.
you, perhaps? some excitement.. something to add spice to life tt seems so favourless now. must be the whole work load n getting cooped up at home n ordered to study thing getting to me.
oh shit n now the bloody bee is back! its big black n gross n has been coming for the past few nights! :( my life is full of terrifying pests! sch n exams are a big one. all the same i think i rather choose sch over a bee. hahah. stupid bee cutting my entry short. bye!
smashed into smithereens causing thousands of minute cuts.
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dreamed.at .|. 7:52 AM