Friday, March 18, 2005
how far
its like something in me just clicked. n all of a sudden the glasses darken n the storm gathers swirling n swirling picking up debris goo n gunk going so fast that all u see are black spots n lines n ur insides feel like they dont belong n it all sinks to the very tips of ur toes. then when its over, all is still n u stand there as if it didnt happen in the 1st place when slowly u rip into 2 chunks with many fragments shouting out at u and u dunno whether to scream or to keep silent to laugh or to cry to tear ur hair out or to go meditate.
yeah, i do make a lot of sense.
how far would u go for a friend? how far would u accept her stupid nonsense b4 it starts eating into urself too much? how far is too far? is kindness n patience a blessing or does it make u vulnerable?
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dreamed.at .|. 9:05 AM