Friday, March 25, 2005
happy! sha lalala
i feel so happy! tired but happy :] past 2days have been great. thur i went out w maria debs cyn pj sb n meera! was so fun :) we meet up kinda late..at 1plus cos i wanted to sleep in n some of the rest were in sch. ate at olio dome n rushed to catch ms congeniality 2! hahah. it was damn funny. tho maria didnt wanna move in so i had to sit next to this wierd n really scary looking man in the theathre. kept hollering w laughter n slapping the seat handle next to me n unfortunately the seat handle was spoiled so it toppled over several times n i had to fix it back wif the guy glaring at me. hahah. whatever man.. tt guy shld chill. sandra bullock really rocks. shes so cool man :) hahah. yeah then after tt we walked ard shopping. saw so many nice stuff but all were too ex n nothing tt i really like. im quite fickle.. wont spend on something unless i REALLY really like it. hahah. man.. it really felt good to be out. hadnt watch a movie since like wat...constantine. n havent shopped for ages! orchard road misses me. hahah. n yesterday i chatted on the phone w sokie till like 3am in the morn?! woah... 3hrs plus straight. hahah. n i was never once bored. :) it was so nice to engage in gossipy idle chat. :)
today my sis n i went out! bummed ard at home till like 4plus then we decided we really wanted to go holland v. hahah. but we had no idea how to so we just boarded 74 thinking it'll lead us straight there. n we got there in the end.. had not much time to shop only like 2hrs cos the shops were abt to close so we basically ran fr shop to shop maniac-like buying really pretty stuff. :) hahah. we acted like 2 gogled aunties shuffling to n fro pouncing on any good buys eagerly. yay! shopping w my sis is fun :] tho she behaves so damn chor lor. drops things here n there n yanking otahs onto the floor. hahah. oh! n on the bus back we saw this cockroach right in front of us but we stifled our screams n changed seats cooly. hahah. strong pple we are. rushed back for family dinner at my grandmas n all my cousins. it was nice :]
sigh.. so yes. i realise tt i do have stuff to be happy abt. n it was just that other day i was all blue n disgruntled n feeling all shitty cos of well..... stuff. my dad decided to go on a hol w well, a person i do like n admire but tts beside the point. its all like just empty chairs n shades n shadows. hardly came back.. hardly knew wat was gg on in our lives.. it just got me kinda down. i mean, hes physically there most of the time, but its just not the same. but he tries his best i think n perhaps i come down on him too hard too often. do i? sigh.. i dunno. its just tt im so used to a safe haven, a place of comfort i can turn to always but now its just so different n im still adjusting i guess. but little things in life tt happened ive recently rediscovered, the talks.. hugs.. frenship bracelets, old letters.. books declaring love n frenship.. have made me realise now tt no matter what pple may do or say sometimes tt causes hurt.. deep down they do care. its just tt at tt point in time they too have their own issues to deal with.. n it doesnt mean tt if they do certain things, they love u less. thanks to everyone who have unconsciously helped brighten up my life one way or another! even tho im a pretty messed up person. love<3
jill- hahahah. theres nothing wrong with pecker okay. u noe wat it means! u childish pecker.
huighee- hahah. yeah....love poems! not gibberish. oh no dont encourage her lesbian lover antics! ;]
pradz- eh? wat original one. hahah.
sokie- i shall write one soon! hahah. ok ja.... ;] loveya!
straighten up little soldier!
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